• Saravana posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Hi, im new here and am looking for help. I have had a problem for a few years but this year it has gotten much worse. Im about to lose my car and home and tried to kill myself 3 weeks ago. I finally admitted it to my husband yesterday. Luckily hes supportive and says if i get help he will stand by me. I havent gambled in a week. Its not easy but im trying. What di you suggest i do to continue on the right path. I dont want to be this way. Its ruining my life but when things get stressful this is what i do. I dont have other vices. Please help me make things better. Im at at point its a huge cry for help right now and need to either smarten up or continue digging a hole.

    • Hi, I quit gambling 3 yrs ago and I was were -ou are.
      I wrote a good byeletter and wanted to Die.
      It was the admitting to my sons and family, although they know all alonag, that helped.
      There love for me and the the Grace of God has taken away that desire to gambled.
      I still think about the awesome feeling of the hole gambling experience, but I know it was God’s Gracethat kept me going.
      Stay streng in prayer and keep following the steps.
      Yes, you can do it. Sending Love, hugs, and prayers.

    • If you ever want to chat I’m here to listen and to help. I’m glad you are still here. You are not alone.

      • Thank you. I feel so dumb, ci made it to 2 weeks but just gambled again tonight. It wasn’t a lot but part of my grocery money. I feel so dumb.. i cant control myself when i have money in my picket. How do you stop the temptation? I really want to but its stronger then i thought. I just was to cry, call myself a dumb idiot and crawl into a hole.

    • Do you want to message me on my cell and we can help each other?