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Day 4.I mentioned a couple days ago of my relapse to gamb and was thinking today it seems almost everytime i relapse i lose all the $ ive managed to save up when i was not gamb and then some more- I think because of how long ive been gamb it has really affected my mind that im trying harder to stop because the mental anguish this has caused me i could not imagine it gettin any worse and they tell me at GA it will get worse.Im planning on another mtg this coming week.Im tired of blowing my last dollar everytime i gamble.I make decent $ but throw it away betting it to try and make more but even if i dis win i give it all back.Its been to many yrs of that.I read everyones stories on here and will continue to post mine.