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I am just really down today. I think i hit rock bottom today. I started doing online casino, particularly Black Jack two months ago. I was winning a lot but find myself losing more. I just can’t stop from playing everytime I win. I am a stay home wife, and 15 weeks pregnant now. I think it is the reason I started online casino cos I have to stay at home and leave my work . My pregnancy is high risk. I lost my first one and this is my 2 nd so my husband and I decided for me not to work anymore and just stay home. I hate the feeling of depending on any especially money so when I started gambling i think my intention was to earn money so I don’t have to ask my husband for anything all the time but it backfired on me. I hate this feeling, I feel embarrassed, I know my unborn child deserve so much better from me. I know better but I just couldn’t help it.