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Been a bit for me. I was doing so great and then stumbled into it again. I hate this cycle so much and I truly go back and forth with I’ve got this and Why keep trying when I always end up going back at some point. 3 days or 30 days…what ever it ends up being – I go back. Such a viscous cycle and defeating feeling. Today is Day 4. I’m tired of counting. I’d like it to just be – I have no idea how many days it’s been because all that matters is I’m done and never going back. I’d like to be there.

I’ve read the new posts. I’m thankful to know I’m not the only one. Your stories bring me hope.