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Day 124…. Still sick but maybe a lil better. Gonna go without medication for awhile to see where I really am. Sleep was difficult and minimal but I took another day off for myself. I’ve worked all the days I’m going to get paid now before my court date in Jan. As it stands I’ll be about half of what will be needed for full restitution. Most likely I’ll be going away for awhile but at least I know I tried. Everything I make now will fall on a payday days after so I should have some money for my time inside too. My son is doing better and his treatment center seems to be helping more this time. A new medicine is being tried. I’m hoping this helps along w therapy to get him thru my time away. Deep down. This is really my only concern. That he’s alive when I get out. I am the rock he crashes on too. But hopefully he finds another path to his recovery from mental health issues that works for him. If not, I dread being in there and getting the news. I really don’t know what will happen if something bad should occur. This is what haunts me everyday. But I do take this one day at a time and I try to give it to a power greater then me. I don’t know the future but I’m pretty sure I’ll talk w him today and that’s good day. No bets today is the goal of the day and to find a reason to smile or make someone else smile. Good day my friends. Thank you for sharing. You have made such a difference in my life I cannot say thank you enough.