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Day 34. As I write this and know what’s in front of me it’s cunning to know that the thoughts of gambling still run their course through any particular day. At the end of 33 I somehow began an inner dialogue of how I could gamble and why I should. It was short and I used the tools. But it’s so baffles me that after what I’ve done lost and what’s to come of me that it would even pop into my head that I could. Anyways….gonna work a half shift today to “make” money. Taking it slow and easy this weekend. Time to relax a lil bit. No bets, drinks or drugs is my only real goal. The rest should just happen naturally from there I suppose. Thank you for being here. I appreciate knowing I’m not alone.