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It’s late and I gambled tonight. I’m feeling very disappointed in myself. For a couple of reasons. I know it’s a waste of money I win and I put the money back. It’s not enough, I try for more several times up and down.
That’s so out of control.
One reason , another reason I don’t have the money too spare. I’ve gone weeks , months without gambling. And felt so much better of myself. But the like an old pair of comfortable shoes. I try it for size. Still finding myself in the same place. No gain financially or morally.
Better days ahead. I’ll keep trying.
I know we are here for the same reason. God grant us strength and courage for better days ahead.