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Good afternoon everyone, today is a day the God hath made and I will rejoice and be glad in it!! I got through the weekend without stepping a foot in any casino. Living in Nevada makes it extremely tuff being that they’re everywhere you look. I continue to ask the Lord to take away the desire to gamble just like He did with other strong holds. I feel great today in knowing I still have a positive balance in my account but other feelings are surfacing regarding my marriage. I still haven’t shared with him that I’m active in a support group lest he become a snare unto me but I won’t be able to keep it quiet much longer and I can’t avoid going home. The comfort for me in all of this is knowing that I’m not alone and I don’t have to gamble or support his habit any longer. Thank you for being here for me yesterday is gone, tomorrow isn’t promised so I’ll just focus on today.
Well done Eva and stay focused on your goal. I posted a link yesterday (see below) it helped me to understand that my addiction/habit was encouraged by outside influences, they did not all come just from within me. The more I understand the easier my life gets.
https://theconversation.com/designed-to-deceive-how-gambling-distorts-reality-and-hooks-your-brain-91052