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Im a 400 lb fat degen gambling sac of absolute nothing. Some days i want to drive my truck into a tree. I dont believe in god. And i dont know what else to do. I lie and cheat my family about gambling. I should be dead or homeless at best. I am so lost.
Hi carlooch
I think most Compulsive Gamblers have felt the way you do at one time or another
Appears to me though that you are looking for support. And I know that wanting to take one’s life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem . Please keep reaching out and find some counseling and perhaps a GA group to help you through this.
Ken L YBIR