Why is it that I cannot just put in $50/100 like so many people and just get up and go after I have lost it.
Why do I have to continue and continue until I have lost every penny I have in my account?
My problem is the weekends and public holidays.
Having a job that I enjoy Mon -FRi anyone would be so happy to have the weekends off and a long weekend (meaning a public holiday -an extra day off)but I DREAD the weekends/holidays.
I recognise my issue-BOREDOM.
But why do I get this uncontrollable URGE to go and play the slot machines.
I hate my life.
I have had one to one counselling many times. I hate GA. And I have come to the conclusion that I am “on the fence”-i want to and don’t want to stop.
Short of locking myself up for the entire weekend I have no way of stopping myself.