This chart spoke volumes to me. It’s everything that I had been going through and now everything that I am going through right now.
When I gambled, I always made sure my bills were paid first. Now is not the case. For the first time I’ve spent ‘bill money’ and I don’t have enough to cover them. So I guess this is my ‘rock bottom’. I’ve developed some idea now that I should always be broke, no emergency fund, no extra cash, just dead broke.
I’ve known for awhile that this was becoming a problem and chose to do nothing about it. Well now I’ve chosen to take the next step and finally do something about it.
This is day two!