I started gambling when I became a casino attendant when I was 18. I am now 32 and crave gambling. Mostly video keno and poker. I literally get sick to my stomach after I do it but feel as though I can’t help myself. Tonight I spent my entire pay check gambling. My daughter has her birthday this next week and it’s tearing apart mine and my husband’s relationship. Shame on me. We never have any money because of my habit and I’m the only one who is working while my husband is in school. I feel so horrible but can’t stop. Please help me.