I have been gambling for several years now. The last year it has become a huge problem. I havent tried to hide it. I didnt think I needed to. Now I feel like all my friends and everywhere I go people are talking about me and how I throw my money around. I am so ashamed and embarrassed. I lose a big amount of money and then go do bed of course and am awake all night sick to my stomach and having panic attacks. My bills are all paid but I dont have the money to throw away. I thought I could stop on my own but clearly I cant.