• Trace36 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    Think I would rather die.
    Than be in this position. Iv fucked up so bad. All out of options. I’m going to need to fess up in morning. Such a fuck up. Been on this shit show game since 2017- I think, maybe 2015. Can’t deal with this. & somtimes I get up, but then I throw it all back! Like again today! I’m in utter shit street. This the end of the road for me. I need to fess up. Lord help me. Hate myself.

    • Dont hate yourself. It is an addiction, An addiction that still isn’t understood and recognized so there isn’t a lot of help out there to deal with it and the governments keep advertising the fun of gambling. We need to lobby governments to show how a gambling addiction can destroy lives, take away happiness and make people sick. But because so munch money is made from gamblers it is not going to happen. I keep trying and getting better at staying away but it is a daily struggle. Take care and tomorrow is another day

    • Hi.I no exactly what your going thru- Im 48 started gamb when i was 14 as thats what i was taught growing up.Ive lost about a million dollars gamb in all those yrs blowing my entire paycheck every wk depriving my kids when they were little of my time i use to wake up go to the corner store w/ my 3 kids and we would sit in the car thruout the entire day while i scratched scratch tixs i would always ask my sisters to take them so i could gamble we lost are house in i think 2010 i blew all thr mortgage $ at the casino over and over and could never catch back up .Even had the electricity comp show up at my house to shut it off becuz the bill never got paid.Such a horrible run gamb has been.It never mattered how much $ i won becuz i gave it right back and then went looking for.more borrowing $ from my parents such a mess.Just 2 wks ago i was out gamb i lost 10k in one day spent my paycheck took out cadh advances on credit cards borrowed $ bounced checks then i couldnt sleep i said i just cannot do this anymore my body felt like dead weight i didnt want to get out of bed.So for me i cant take the pain gambling brings ma any longer i talk to people in the Gamb anonymous prog and attend mtgs here n their today is 14 days i have not gambled and i still struggle everyday.They say gamb gets worse each time we go back out i find that to be very true.I would consider giving your husband all the access to $ in your house i had to give my daughter control of my money.I believe everything frog said its very true.Can u sign your self out of casinos? You can stop its hard but its possible.