• tiredofmyself posted a new activity comment 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    Well, my first day of trying to stay away didn’t go so well. 9 am I was in the VLTs and blew everything but $20 for groceries. Feel like switching provinces today, maybe that would help. I can avoid casinos and racetracks but not a VLT lounge on every corner. Ontario doesn’t have VLTs, maybe the west has won and it’s time to leave

  • tiredofmyself posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    Well, I am just done with myself. Blew another $50 tonight at the VLT machines in about 20 minutes killing time waiting for the bus. I was up, like always, but just couldn’t stop myself. I am lucky I was able to walk out without blowing it all this time. I have struggled for so long, multiple rehab and multiple jail time for fraud. Current…[Read more]

    • Hello, tiredofmyself.
      I know what you are feeling to my core. Helpless, hopeless. Like a loser. Like life isn’t worth it. I too have lied, and have found that none of my actions to this point have gotten me anywhere. Money also burns a hole in my pocket, and my support system is becoming smaller. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here.

      • Well, my first day of trying to stay away didn’t go so well. 9 am I was in the VLTs and blew everything but $20 for groceries. Feel like switching provinces today, maybe that would help. I can avoid casinos and racetracks but not a VLT lounge on every corner. Ontario doesn’t have VLTs, maybe the west has won and it’s time to leave

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