tay737

63 years old and want to not gamble any more. I only trust my mind 1 minute in the future. Looking back is pain. All I have is 1 ninute at a time, Pray for me

Hello everybody pray for me I am leaving this bad feeling on the 19th, about 23 minutes to 20 January 2019. Have a few dollars just gave to my lady because I will gamble it. Had the desire to share because you all understand. Thank you for reading this, tomorrow will be a new day.

Day 2. Took me years to give control of my money to my fiance. I have major bills due on my first January 23 check. If I try to do this alone I know I will fail. Presently I am broke… But I do have a roof over my head, and paided 3/4 of my bills. Don’t know how I did that. That would have went in the trash with the rest of my check. I am…[Read more]

Day 1… Be out of control for over 40 years gambling… stopped went back stopped went back. When I was young an older gambler tried to warn me of the danger of this madness. Cant turn back the hands of time to show my younger self the pain and misey which awaited me. All I have for peace is typing these words. The stories I have read are…[Read more]

Today is the day I am thankful for tomorrow. I can do nothing with the train wreckage behind me. 4o years wasted. All I have is this moment and tomorrow