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After getting off probation, I’ve relapsed and feel horrible. I’ve spent all $6000 of the money I saved after not gambling for 1.5 years. I’m back to day 1 today. I can’t sleep and I have to work in a couple hours. I guess I had to see if I could control it after not having prison hanging over my head. I’m going to try and post daily for awhile and see if I can put some clean days together. I need to stop before I find myself in the same situation as before. I can’t control it in my own. Thank you for being here.