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Well I’m back once again I’ve hit rock bottom , I’m destroyed my life, nobody trusts me or even likes me right now. I thought about killing myself but I know I’m to much of a chicken shit and I would probably just mess myself up worse and have more consequences to live with. I’ve destroyed a wonderful loving relationship with a great guy, ten years down the drain to push a button give our money away , lose everyone and everything I have ever had and loved . I feel so ashamed and I deserve all the pain I’ve created this nightmare .. Where do I even start , how do I fix all this
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yes i have done the same. it is a very bad feeling and aloneness. i wish i could go back to the begining and never have started. We need to some how walk away from it and bever go back
It’s the question we all ask at one time or another… Start with ‘believing’ in yourself again. I have to keep reminding myself it’s an ‘addiction’ and that’s what makes it so hard to stop. There is something that we tell ourselves that we are bad, weak, pathetic… but when you start thinking that way, remember it is an addiction. If a person wants to have someone walk through trying to stop there are groups; for those who don’t want that we have to find a way to forgive ourselves…. We grieve the past and the loss of respect from our family etc. and we have to get to the point … that the past we can’t change, but we can the future. Believe in yourself… Try to find an interest in something… look at your strengths and gifts that you have. You ‘can’ do it… You ‘can’ !!! Take care (Lindy)