I have a big gambling problem. I always have the urge to gamble more. I will stop for a while like a month, and then there I go I gamble again. I have already lost 10,000$. I have locked almost all of my betting websites I can access. I have let my girlfriend took care of my money but still I find ways to gamble. I stole money from my loved ones. I felt extremely regret of it. I hope I can truly stop gambling, I know it wouldn’t be easy but I want this journey to continue forever, the journey to a better life and stop gambling.