• Biggredd posted a new activity comment 3 years, 4 months ago

    i think my husband and i are fighting over more than just gambling however i can stand me either my mother would have been ashamed of me since her father was also addicted to gambleing among other thing . but when our last fight went down it was because i felt bad becausse i knew we were broke like we live in a hotel and work for our room broke…[Read more]

  • Biggredd posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 4 months ago

    so what do you do when is is on your mind all the time i am in the middle of fighting for my marriage and all i think about is the slot machines and if i can win enough to keep playing not until i am broke do i worry about losing eveyone i care about

    • I have done things I never thought I would do, especially shitty things to my family. They don’t know I’ve been binge gambling this year. I go a couple of months, and just poof I am inside the Casino. It happens so fast. It is sickness, mental bullshit.

      • I understand this. I don’t think of the consequences until I face not having money after another trip. Even when I win.. not long until I’m putting that money back. It’s truly very sad !

    • I have been clean for almost 3 years and stopped because I was losing my marriage of 25 years. I totally understand. You can do it.

      • i think my husband and i are fighting over more than just gambling however i can stand me either my mother would have been ashamed of me since her father was also addicted to gambleing among other thing . but when our last fight went down it was because i felt bad becausse i knew we were broke like we live in a hotel and work for our room broke…[Read more]

  • Biggredd posted a new activity comment 3 years, 4 months ago

    what do you do about the guilty feeling when I win its all great but when i lose i lie and he knows and smiles like he knows then i feel bad start a fight about something to throw the suspicions on any thing else except my gambleing anyone know where i new jersey there is meeting for things like this

  • Biggredd posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 4 months ago

    I am addicted to gambling and i need help badly it is destroying my relationships and now i am having marriage issues because of it so where can I get help in new jersey online or other wise