• KayKay posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 1 months ago

    Day 7: It’s been exactly a week since I’ve been in a casino. I feel a pull to go today but I will decide to not do that, because I know that I start out optimistic and then end up feeling frustrated and sad when I’m leaving. It’s more than time to take stock and be realistic about this, instead of idealistic.

    I attended my first meeting last…[Read more]

  • KayKay posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    Thank you!

  • KayKay posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 1 months ago

    Day 2: Today is payday and I paid the bills I have planned for this week quickly. The weather is snowy so I don’t feel like going to the casino. I find that when I put money into my savings account, no matter how good my intentions are, I end up gambling that money away. I tell myself I’m just going to use my free comps and leave but that’s not…[Read more]

    • Hi Kay Kay
      Just over a week ago I closed my two online accounts. One said to me sorry to see you leave. And I can come back anytime. I’m not thought. The other when I said I wanted to close my account said no problem. But first I can give you $230 dollars credit see if your luck has changed. I told him please keep your $230 credit S and close m…[Read more]

    • So many situations that are just like mine. I wonder if hypnosis would help me

      • Hypnosis that’s a thought. You won’t know unless you try. Shame we have to dig so deep to be able to stop. I guess that’s addiction just gotta keep fighting it.

  • KayKay posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 1 months ago

    Day 1. I realize that I have a problem and need to stop. Feeling so lost and alone. There are a lot of issues with my family going on right now and I gamble because when I’m at the casino I forget my troubles for a while. I now know this is only getting me into debt and isn’t the answer for my stress and trauma.

    • Welcome. We are here. Feel free to share w us on your journey

    • I have been where you are right now. (Except my addiction was with online casinos). It was a way to block out things happening in my life. This past fall I hit rock bottom and spent the next few months having many day ones of trying to dig myself out. About 6 weeks ago I finally was able to find the help I needed. Each day is a new…[Read more]

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