• jrock4905 posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    Thank you. I just don’t know what to do or where to turn, because even though I know it’s a bad decision to feed money to the machines, I do it anyway and when I walk out with 2 or 3 times less than what I started with a feeling of dread consumes me and it’s like I don’t even care. My car payment is 2 months behind and I’m barely keeping my rent…[Read more]

  • jrock4905 posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    Well I just burned through 240 dollars in about 40 minutes and seriously feel sick. This isn’t the first time I’ve felt like this from spending to much on video slots; but it is the first time I’ve decided to talk about it. I’m lost and don’t know where to turn. I just got paid on Friday the 1st and I’ve spent 420.00 total. It may not sound like…[Read more]

    • I have done this same exact thing, it never mattered if I’m up or down. The only thing that seems to help me is keeping myself from going is keeping busy with mindless tasks. I try to preplan my days ahead of time so I am consistently busy. It is when I’m lonely, or bored that I find myself going.
      Like an addiction, the cycle has to be bro…[Read more]

      • Thank you. I just don’t know what to do or where to turn, because even though I know it’s a bad decision to feed money to the machines, I do it anyway and when I walk out with 2 or 3 times less than what I started with a feeling of dread consumes me and it’s like I don’t even care. My car payment is 2 months behind and I’m barely keeping my rent…[Read more]

    • Friend I been there as well! Been up hundreds after only using small amount to start! IDK why I can’t just walk away!

  • jrock4905 became a registered member 5 years, 2 months ago