Recovery is hard. We work hard at recovery because it is worth it. Choosing recovery is choosing life. That sounds like a generic line but it’s true. Gambling addiction ONLY ends badly. Let that sink in.. only badly 99.999% of the time. Choose life. Choose people over money. Choose what is valuable to you. Choose recovery because YOU want to. If you have to, stay quit because you HAVE to, but the rest is your direct action. Your decision, you are in control of your actions. You can withstand triggers and stressful days if you are choosing recovery. I’m at 6 weeks. Writing on here or leaving a msg in chat has been a great help.