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I got hooked up playing lottery on line games. It’s been off a GB d on for years up until the beginning of least year I jumped in with both feet. I won quite a bit told myself I will cash in and replace money I took out of my hubby’s safe. Of course the urge hits again and I repeat the process. I have great credit so was able to get cards to use the cash advances. It just turned into a constant pay peter\paul situation. My husband found out, paid off my debts. I closed all the credit accounts and was doing good. Well the urge monster got me again and I don’t want to lose my husband over this. I have been stripped of all credit cards and my checking account he monitors constantly. I was able to open another credit account, but I know how wrong this is and I’m spiralling. Even thought about tapping out of this world because of how bad this habit has changed me emotionally. Trying to find a group in my area for in person or virtual. They make it seem so easy but so far I am hitting road blocks. Maybe it’s the weekend and no one wants to help.unless it’s a weekday?