• Adjs1 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 1 month ago

    I know how overwhelming it is. I too have so many debts to pay off. There are resources for debt relief but one of the most important things is to get the support and work on your recovery. I am new to this journey and wish I could advise you more but I know there are many out there who can. You are not alone in your struggle. Keep taking one step…[Read more]

    • Thank you. The sad thing is this not the first time. I stopped for a couple of years. I managed to stop for a couple of years. I even had counseling. But as soon as everything reopened last year, I started again. I am afraid that even if I stop, it will happen again. I’m in a very dark place right now.

    • What trusted debt relief programs in the States does anyone know of?

  • Adjs1 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 1 month ago

    I am 5 days away from being 30 days gambling free. The last 2 weeks have been so trying. So many pressures and life stressors are hitting my family and I it feels so hard to keep my head above water some moments. As they often do those trying times trigger the temptation to take up what used to be my escape. My destructive, ruthless coping…[Read more]

  • Adjs1 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 2 months ago

    Today is my first day of recovery. This is my first post on a forum. I leave behind me a wake of destruction and pain. I have broken so many precious things. I have faced my truth as of yesterday and faced the ones I have loved and hurt. I am taking steps to climb out of the pit I have dug but I am so overwhelmed right now it is hard to put one…[Read more]

    • One day at a time Adjs1. Healing, recovery takes time. Don’t beat yourself up to bad, we tend to loathe ourselves, and try to make ourselves feel really BAD. Make recovery your number 1 priority in life, your worth it !

    • Hi i used to be called Bothfeet before i changed to alifer.
      I knew it would take bothfeet to get help or get even up in a morning.
      But we all know one foot was mine an the other was addictions.
      I wish you well on your recovery.