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Hi Ashley, I just became a member today. You’re the first post I read and I know exactly how you feel and almost experienced the same consequences but I don’t know which way out more in your eyes. Losing over $250,000 in one year and still going? I don’t know losing a marriage would probably out weigh the $250k in loses. I have an excessive OCD chasing gambling habits on a daily. I gamble all night and during work as I work remotely as a Network Security Engineer with high vulnerabilities of getting the firm hacked and a high pressured job. I’m truly sorry our shared habits lost your marriage. I could kind of imagine as I almost lost my girlfriend of over 10 years over 20-30 times as she was fed up with my obsession and when she found out how much I lost in a day she was so turned off and disappointed that I would lose all that money we could use spending time with each other. I can admit with this gambling issue I have become selfish and no trustworthy and that’s not the real person I am. It’s just this addiction to need some action and I bet dogs and a lot to try to win $6k to $10k a game and it has not worked for a lot of years. Losing $250k last year made me or enforced me to have to take a break. I make decent money but if you want to know my earnings it’s exactly just about how much I worked a whole year for. Let me know if you want to chat! 🙂

This is a long shot but are you interested in chatting about this?