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I am ashamed and confused. I have been gambling on the internet this time for a little over a year hiding it from my wife when she knew what I was doing all along. This may very well may end my marriage. I am confused at this point as to whether I have the motivation to quit. I haven’t been to a meeting in about three years. I have been dishonest with just about everybody I know. Right now I am out of town visiting with my son’s family. My wife just confronted me with it a couple of days ago. We’re supposed to sit down and talk when I arrive back home. I don’t know why I though I was going to get away with it. I probably owe over $50,000 in gambling losses. My last bet was yesterday. My plan is to go to a meeting as soon as possible and go from there. I am 70 years old. This is the first of my confiding in anyone for three years. Thanks for reading this.