• stephann posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 12 months ago

    Day 1.Im starting today out with a mtg.They say gamb gets orogressively worse and i am living it now.Gamb is making me physically sick as well.I woke last night and had a panic attack in middle of night this has never happened before.I am just a complete and utter mess.When i woke up this am i had a msg from a member at GA checkin on me so i said im going to mtg today.I feel like i have 2 sides to me the destructive gamb out of control/ then i can go to work and act as if everything is wonderful to my clients.My house has been a disaster for Days i have not done anything.I need to get my act together starting right now.The amount of $ ive lost is incredible and i no i just keep chasing it.The way i feel today is because im addicted to gamb and i think how can this even possible be legal if gamb does this to somebody.

    • It’s good that you’re going to meetings… you’ll find a lot of support… Unfortunately this addiction causes a lot of heartache but not everyone is addicted.. pretty well the same as alcohol… There’s more temptations now though I think because it’s advertised so many places…. take care .. Lindy