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Today marks 50 days bet free for myself.
I had gambled for about 6 years. Such a huge mistake. Six months in I really felt gambling wasn’t good for myself. Casino and online slots.
In the past six years I had banded myself from the casinos I self excluded online. For online I went back once my three year self exclusion was up. Always playing but in the same breath wanted to stop.
I didn’t want to stop badly enough. I was fooling myself.
This round is really different for me gambling has hurt me badly enough that I don’t want to go back.
Finally to the point of realizing it’s 100% up to myself to keep true to the fact that I don’t want to gamble.
I really only went to one or two FA meetings had I stuck it out possibly it would have been easier to stop. The distance was really what prevented me from going.
Anyways welcome to our new people here.
Not gambling gets a lot easier to stop the longer a person stays away. I hope we can all be in the place we’d like to be gamble free!