• ben93 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 5 years, 3 months ago

    Hi

    Heres my story.

    Gambling started at 18.
    In a relationship
    Mum and dad seperated
    A bit if tough luck and hard situations to deal with but thats life.

    Hard worker

    Gambling made me
    Lie
    Steal
    Starve & indulge
    Alcohol
    Cannabis
    Cry
    Insomnia
    The list goes on.

    My gambling was sports betting online. Gambli g was my therapy. My escape. Not my profit.

    You have to be honest to yourself and your loved ones no matter what you may have done in the process, if dare i say , you are finally comitting to a new chapter without gambling in it.

    I find myself having to own up to stealing business money to fund my gambling and taking responsibility. I have not gambled since i made the decision enough is enough. Gamstop all signed up so i cant open online accounts which is ideal. Im a month into recovery.

    My life as it stands i have pretty much noting.
    Gambling ruins people who let it. Beware. Of you know you know.