• KB posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 year, 7 months ago

    Need help underatanding why i self sabtoge everything i work for ?🤷‍♂️ I use gambling to get away from life but its getting worse and worse , i dont reapext money or even care when i lose but its effecting my mental state big time and our health care system makes it very difficult to get help you need

    • i continously lie and hide all my actions just waiting for it to blow up in my face , for some reason i think thats what i want , i will not allow myself to be happy , i can literally go blow 5-10k in an afternoon at the local pub playing VLTS without blinking an eye , but lie to my family on how much is really coming in

      • I fully understand, have been there more than once. That is why we are all here, to try to help each other