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I am a gambler adick.I but scratch offs for the last 6 yrs I would buy to I was broke and never have any money left for the month. I hate myself have hurt myself and my husband is not supportive he just keep bring up all the money I puss away just fix it Debra he is not nice and makes it worse for me..he has his money desperate from me and we just split the bills..He is selfish makes twice what I make and .I just keep buying tickets. Now I no longer take care of mom she lived with us for 5 yrs 94yrs old can’t walk diapers.it was hard ..she is not living with another sibling in Illinois..I feel guilty for having her leave but it was taking a toll on my marriage. My other sister got me gambling when I went to visit in California or when she came home. Made it so gl a nervous .she is so lucky..she says.her husband I is big gambler..I don’t have their kind of money to gamble
I don’t have any money to gamble. I have no retirement. A nd I am starting a new job with my husband at his plant..it will be midnights so I am hoping I will just work and sleep.no time on my hands to buy.Dale still brings it up and makes me so upset.he ihates gambling and he does not like to share his money..we live on a lake and have a pontoon..he works hard but I do all cooking cleaning.shopping.he thinks I his maid..I am starting to stay up all night to change my body clock I have ANXIETY.I feel upset and angry..any advice???