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Sometimes I hate recovery. Why??? Being in action was so much harder. Recovery is not easy, I guess that is why. It’s one day at a time. Yes, I do wonder what a year will feel like; 5 months is a week 1/2 away. From past experience counting days or looking too far ahead does not serve my life recovery. It’s odaat and in this moment, hmmm, maybe it’s the intense reality of it all which makes me say I hate recovery. I say I hate it just to vent because actually I know it’s the only way to live.