A casino opened locally a few yrs ago & I progressed to the point of going almost daily! I feel like all I wanna do is gamble & sleep & sometimes feel irritable if I can’t go. I borrow $ to go & do cash advances off the credit card. I blow $ that should be going to bills. I never win because even when I win, I give it back then blow & lose more! I spend every last penny when I go. I hate that I’m this way & have no self control. I wish I didn’t have this urge!