So tonight I am going to my first GA meeting. I am nervous as hell. My girlfriend is coming with me for support so that will help. But this feels harder then going to the counselor I spoke with on tuesday. I know this will be a long road and I have seen some improvement in myself in this last week since I admitted I have a problem and started seeking help. But today i feel a little lower then I have. i feel extremely emotional today maybe because tonight is another big step? I know i can never gamble again. I hit my rock bottom. It could have been a lot worse then it was but I don’t want to go back I only want to move forward. So here’s to another day without gambling.